The farther backward you can look, the farther forward you are likely to see. – Winston Churchill
Do you remember when you learned to ride a 2-wheeled bike? Those first wobbly moments after the training wheels were off and no adult was providing support were scary. These past few weeks have been a lot like that.
I keep forging ahead but the fear of falling is in the back of my mind.
Cured – Or Am I? Although EMF Sensitivity is a condition in its own right, it is also a symptom. All autoimmune diseases are. So, while I no longer suffer from EMF Sensitivity, I know that there is still work to do. The conditions that led to my developing EMF Sensitivity still remain. At least, some of them do.
Restoring my nutritional balance has been the central focus of my recovery. There are multiple parts to this, of which detoxification is only one.
Detoxification has to happen on the physical, mental/emotional, and spiritual level for recovery to be complete. This takes time and happens in stages. It cannot be hurried.
Mapping Progress to Trauma/Drama. I observe that issues, both physical and mental/emotional are lifted in reverse.
I am able to gauge where I am in my healing based on the memories that come up.
Once the toxins are gone, the symptoms and any pain associated with the memories are, too.
This bodes well for those suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and bears consideration.
Keep On Keeping On. I am no longer EMF Sensitive, but I still have toxins to remove.
It’s like peeling the layers of an onion.
I’m continuing the overall program though I have made adjustments, including significantly cutting back on supplements.
Like a kid who is tempted to put the training wheels back on in order to feel a bit more secure, I have been tempted to take supplements proactively. However, Taking supplements when you don’t need them can actually cause problems.
First Remember, Then Re-Experience. I can tell where I am based on what memories surface. Interestingly, the memories show up first, followed within a few days by symptoms associated with any health conditions experienced in the timeframe of the memories themselves.
At this point I am dealing with health issues from 1994-95.
The symptoms can definitely be intense and unpleasant, but they are typically not as severe as the original difficulty, and they don’t last as long.
In the case of the TMJ I got the pain on the opposite side.
Once the symptoms are gone, so is any emotional sting associated with the memories.
As far as I know, this is permanent.
Time is Not Linear. Although healing begins with the most recent symptoms and goes backward, there is a bit of skipping around. At the moment I am healing issues that occurred over a decade. I may resolve a cluster of issues that took place over a few months only to jump to something that happened several years earlier, and then return to the more recent time.
The memories are clues as to what physical symptoms I will be experiencing. They tell me what timeframe I’m dealing with/purging.
Go Back to Move Forward. I’m not sure what force is directing the healing rhythm. I do know that I am not being given anything I can’t handle. I find myself looking forward to the memories, for they mark progress in my journey to fully restored health.
And as the layers peel away, life gets better and better. Hope is restored. Definitely worth the effort.
Filed under: EMF Sensitivity, Holistic Living
